what I have meant to you

is nothing I can ever know

in the infinite possibilities

of delusion

but what you 

have meant to me

is truth

as deep as any 

I have known

and as unconditional

as the human of love

can ever be

when there's no time

but still there's no time

to wonder 

what was or wasn't

being said

or for counting how often

I messed it up

or was only misunderstood

the now is only

for loving

and standing in my truth

and taking the risk

of being wrong

in the way the water 

does not ask

who will come to drink

but offers itself

to the mouths that do

so I will stand here

until the end

when there isn't

any end

even if all that I can know

is not if I'm alone

but only the truth

that this is love

and it belongs to you