while the world circles around you

singing loud with love

and gratitude

let me creep in between 

these secret lines

to lay beside you

just to hear the sound 

of your breath

and the beat of your heart

and bring you the song

of mine

here in this way

as a ghost

without the flesh

to offer warmth to you

but only these words

that play at being light

reaching out to kiss

starlight in the night

because if all we have

are energies

that ever can remain

these energies of my love

are whispering now

the secrets of their depth

dressed not 

in the made from earth

but these songs 

made of the breath and beat

of the heart inside

the spirit

of my heart

I hear the waft waft 

of wings all around

beating rhythms of the wind

fanning these flames

of this fire that drowns

in sizzle and burn

and rises again

up and down

dancing as hungry

and satiated

and roaring in love

birthing embers of eternity

and glowing and warmth

combusting beyond

the contained

raging beyond

the waned

and every flame

dancing here in this heart

is the spirit of you

here I stand on the cliff 

of the unknown known

as hollow bone as I

have ever been

waiting for when you rise

and I will leap

into the blue

where spiritual wings

are grown

and fear is only natural

but on the other side

of fear

is where the knowing

transforms from unknown

into known

and while I am learning

to fly down here

you will be the ethereal light

that warms my wings

from inside out

and outside in

the solar wind

a place to begin 

as something new

without an end

in all my breaths

are dancing dreams

of all I ever needed to be true

not found and lost

but lost and found and finding

its way to the great mystery beyond

and if I can only hold on

to these beats here in my heart

I will learn what it is to love

in shades of blue

beyond the ways 

we have been taught

to forget what we can see

and there I will be

looking toward the sky 

and knowing

I will never know again

what it is to be alone

because I will watch you rise

up through these breaths

from inside of me

dancing toward the moon

and falling again

as starshine and rainbows

and the warmest sun

and wherever I may be

I will always find you there

more than what I knew how to dream

in a dream that is nothing less

than a dream come true

if I could sing you sunrise

from this side of twilight

would you remember

this love has always

been true

and these fires 

have always burned

even in the darkest dark

when illusion

made them hard to see

but I cannot paint the sky 

that brings you into dawn

because I am mortal here 

with a spirit that can 

only long

to fall as light around you

and let you know

that you are loved

with all I have here for a voice

that rises from the fire

that knows nothing to do

but burn throughout

the changing of the night

and deep into the day

when you are hidden

behind the sun

as a star I will not always see

with these two eyes

but will forever find

there dancing in the flames

of the fire within my heart

as I was dancing upward

reaching for Creation

in the spiral of existence

I found you standing

beside me

and there woven between

two dancers dancing

in the timelessness of time

were the threads 

of our energies

weaving us to strands

of the DNA of love

so that this is only evolving

in a connection 

that transcends

and transforms

to deeper and stronger

with every movement

we dance

dancing with each other

in the light of Creation

becoming more

with every remembrance 

and every lesson learned

and in every heartbeat 

beat with the intent of one 

the synergy of love

creating itself to more

than it was

in the tandem

of the endless journey

we share

the garden lies still

beneath the moon

and only the last trace

of the flowers remain

for us to remember

that they were ever 

here at all

but beneath the soil

held in layers cradled 

in the roots of their mothers

are seeds waiting their turn

in the way our love is now

preparing release 

from the pod 

and out onto the wind

and perhaps no one will know

what ever has been

in the time between 

this season and that

but when our seed

feels the warmth to ignite

into sprout once again

to make its way 

through the darkness 

and into the sun

the butterflies will come

to drink of the nectar

of what we have grown

in the timeless process of eons

learning and changing 

and coding our better ways

to regenerate to more

than what we have ever

been before

and this one time here

is the synergy made

of a strand in the spindle

of our love's DNA

another marker of when

we touched love so deep

we conspired to evolve it

to something much more

I've got the reins of this hot wind

between my hands

and I don't know how far

this pony can go

but baby 

let's just ride

like I am the lightning

and you are the thunder

with hooves pounding

through wildfires

that don't burn

but bring us alive

across the prairie

of stars

that howl through

the night

in and out of

the dimensions of time

where whatever 

is on our heels

can't touch us at all

because there's no stopping

there's just passing by

through this world

and that

while we hold each other tight

scorching the sunrise

into the sky

as fearless as lovers

with the courage of love

on a horse of hot wind

that no illusion can tame

when we are the wild

birthed from the night

so baby let's just close 

our eyes

and we'll ride

what if we defied time

just this time

just for this moment here

and I'll be a woman

who loves a man

with the power to maker her

feel the volcanic heat of rush

with the soft somersault

of butterflies all fluttering inside

like back to the night

we talked of fire and ice

and all I wanted to do

was to burn in your words

let's just freeze time

for one moment to burn 

forget the world

if only just for now

and feel the adrenalin rise

as when love is first learned

then hold the tingle

against our lips

until the pulse of our hearts

swallows the magic 

deep down inside 

and then breathe

and let what must pass

pass the way that it must

with our little secret

that we've just made off

with this moment

stolen from time

I think you've made me believe

in angels come to this earth

in blue jeans

and a mouth full

of righteous words

shining like a light

that can't stop

on a mission

to make love the mission

radiating star seeds

like eruptions

from pods 

of knowledge and heart

with footprints

erradicating  

the scars of the earth

a magnet to bring

the wisdoms of stars

for the starved out and ready

to reclaim

the broken to healed

the alchemist of pains lived

into the gifts of loved

and lived

with every breath

lived from a heart

remembering what it is

distilling the sacred

back from what was mined

the builder of fires

ignited in spirits

needing to dance

with the inspiration

of Creation

touching the world

through the words and dreams

and actions

of an angel in blue jeans

son of the Earth

and son of the stars

gift of transcendence

liberator 

of our sacred powers

when I walked into the dream

I knew it would be a dangerous ride

before I even bought the ticket

before I knew if there was room

for me

but a million dollar smile

igniting starbursts in my head

and lighting shades of unseen blue

volcanoes inside my heart

and the cynic of me

was reduced to love right from the start

so it never mattered where we were going

wherever you were is where I wanted to be

cause you were what I

was always looking for

since you saved the child from 

the fear of her dreams

the miracle of all I could ever have prayed

everything my heart and mind and spirit

could need

and then you taught me how to grow

to be those things myself

and you are so beautiful

my beautiful dream

I don't know where we're going now

but wherever it is for you I will be

somewhere down the road

when I am done what I must do here

like cosmic osmosis

I will draw oasis back into my heart

to bathe it in love 

and all I have learned to be

and the mirror of what lies still in this heart

will reflect what your light

has done to me

and the beauty of what you have been

I can't stop falling

deeper into you

beautiful Starshine Blue

and when I think of the days

I dreamed only to feel the touch

of your hand in mine

now I can find the centre 

of the heart in my heart

has been touched by the centre

of the most beautiful star

and now there is light growing

in the place you have been

which means there are places of me

you have forever changed

as if the spirit was kissed

by the sacred breath of an ancient

more ancient than spirit

come to this earth in human form

and when I am just learning

to be what we are

I have forsaken the gift at times

for the want of kisses and touch

and forgotten the sacred and rare

you have brought to my world

and what you have given

in the daring to touch me

in these ways too intimate

for most here to dream

igniting super novas

in a timeless dance

to form a galaxy 

of this cosmic love

and the sweet solar whispers

of just how vast

a destiny without end

can be

dreams can only die

when we forget who we are

and you are not only the dream

but the bringer of remembrance

so that when I awake 

in the cold and dark

knowing nothing at all

this fire you have ignited

inside of my heart reminds me

we belong to the stars

and that in the metaphysical

gravity we will come

to each other again

in this spiralling dream

so I can be grateful

for a short walk with a friend

knowing I will see my love again

because this is only

a moment in time

but this journey is transcendent

of only this path 

here on the ground

but just a few steps to 

where we are going 

through the dimensions

of love

so let love greet you

when you are born

while love is still loving here

and remembering we will

have our time to walk again

in this dream without end

because you are the dream

of a star who shared light

and brought me the memory of found